“This is not the place.”
“Eleven years ago would have been the place.”
“Claire.”
“Why did you tell me your parents didn’t want us here?”
He looked around.
Family watching.
Aurora near the doorway.
Ava beside her.
Sophie holding an old pink shovel.
Nathan rubbed his face.
“I was trying to avoid conflict.”
“With whom?”
“Nobody understands what the early years were like.”
Aurora said:
“Do not bring me into this.”
He looked at her.
“You and I were barely speaking.”
“That didn’t require excluding your children.”
Nathan’s face hardened.
“Everyone is simplifying this.”
Thomas stood.
“Then explain it.”
Nathan looked toward his father.
Thomas asked:
“Did you ever actually invite Claire?”
Silence.
“Once?”
Nathan said nothing.
“Did you ever invite Sophie?”
Nothing.
“Caleb?”
Nothing.
Thomas’s face changed.
Linda whispered:
“Oh, Nathan.”
He snapped:
“Stop acting like I abandoned them.”
Sophie flinched again.
I said:
“You left them home every summer.”
“I came back.”
The room went silent.
I stared.
He realized too late how ugly that sounded.
“I mean—”
“No.”
I shook my head.
“Finish that.”
“I meant this was one week.”
“Every year.”
“Yes.”
“For eleven years.”
He became defensive.
“Because I needed somewhere that was mine.”
That was the first honest sentence.
I stopped.
“What?”
He looked toward the windows.
The beach beyond them.
“I had this family before.”
I waited.
“This trip started before our marriage.”
“So?”
“Ava already felt displaced after the divorce.”
Aurora’s face changed.
Nathan continued:
“I wanted her to have one week where things still felt normal.”
That was understandable.
For about five seconds.
Then I asked:
“And Sophie?”
His face tightened.
“I didn’t know how to mix everything.”
“So you didn’t.”
“At first.”
“What about year two?”
“I kept thinking it would get easier later.”
“Year five?”
“By then everyone had expectations.”
“What expectations?”
“You expected not to come.”
I stared.
“You trained me not to expect it.”
He looked away.
Thomas asked:
“Why tell us Claire didn’t want to come?”
Nathan said nothing.
Linda answered for him.
“Because then we wouldn’t blame him.”
Nathan glared at her.
She continued:
“And why tell Claire we didn’t want them?”
“Mom.”
“Because then she wouldn’t ask us.”
He looked furious.
She said:
“You separated everyone who might compare stories.”
There it was.
Nathan sank into his chair.
“I was trying to manage an impossible situation.”
Aurora shook her head.
“No.”
He looked at her.
“You know what it was like.”
“I know exactly what it was like.”
Her voice stayed calm.
“You hated being the person anyone was angry at.”
He froze.