“I know.”
“I wanted your marriage to work.”
“So did I.”
Her eyes filled.
“Maybe that made me ignore things.”
That sentence stayed with me.
Because I had done the same thing.
For years.
I had mistaken endurance for loyalty.
Silence for peace.
Compromise for love.
Maybe all families had blind spots.
Places where hope became a curtain.
I hugged my mother before leaving.
Not because everything was fixed.
It wasn’t.
But because love could survive disappointment if truth was allowed into the room.
Ethan called that evening.
I almost didn’t answer.
Then I saw Lily watching me from the sofa.
She had become too observant recently.
Children knew when adults were afraid of ordinary things.
I answered.
“Hello?”
“Can we talk?”
His voice sounded exhausted.
“We are talking.”
“Rachel.”
“What do you need?”
“I want to see the kids.”
“You can.”
“I mean tonight.”
I glanced at the clock.
“They have school tomorrow.”
“I could come by for twenty minutes.”
“No.”
A pause.
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want unplanned visits right now.”
“I’m their father.”
“Yes.”
“Then stop treating me like a stranger.”
The bitterness in his voice surprised me.
“You became a stranger before I started treating you like one.”