Her mascara was streaking.
“Natalie, please don’t do this because of me.”
I zipped my suitcase.
“Don’t flatter yourself.”
Grant’s jaw tightened.
“Natalie, maybe space is actually what we need.”
“Probably.”
His expression softened, as if he believed I was finally coming around.
Then he made the mistake of continuing.
“And if you can’t eventually accept that Vanessa and I have real feelings for each other, maybe ending the marriage is better for everybody.”
Vanessa looked away.
But not fast enough.
I saw it.
Relief.
For just a second.
She thought she had won.
I lifted the suitcase.
“Fine.”
Grant blinked.
“What?”
“Let’s end it.”
“Natalie, I wasn’t saying—”
“Yes, you were.”
I walked past both of them.
At the front door, Grant caught up.
“If you walk out tonight, don’t assume you can just come back whenever you want.”
I looked at the apartment.
The marble kitchen island I had chosen.
The artwork I had hung myself.
The couch my father had helped me move in.
Then I looked at Grant.
“I’m not planning to come back.”
The elevator doors opened.
I stepped inside.
My phone buzzed before I reached the lobby.
Vanessa.
I know you hate me right now. But what Grant and I have is real.
I stared at the message.
Then typed:
Then you shouldn’t mind paying for it.
She didn’t understand what I meant.
Neither did Grant.
But in the elevator, I remembered something.
Grant and I shared two bank accounts.
Three credit cards.
And an investment account.
I also remembered that the apartment building’s private security system kept several months of access logs and camera footage.
I still had administrator credentials because Grant had once complained that setting it up was “too annoying.”
By sunrise, I wasn’t going to know only who my husband had been sleeping with.
I was going to know how much our marriage had spent on their romance.
PART 2 — THE PRICE OF LOVE
My friend Maya opened her townhouse door at 11:31 p.m.
She looked at my suitcase.
Then at my face.
“Who am I killing?”
“Nobody.”
“Disappointing. Come in.”
Maya knew Vanessa.
Not well.
But enough.
She listened without interrupting while I told her everything.
When I finished, she poured me coffee instead of wine.