For the first time in years, I slept without counting.
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At the bank, I slid the key into the box. Inside lay savings bonds, neat stacks of cash, and a single photograph of a young woman holding a baby.
My eyes blurred.
I read her last line again: “Use half for my friends. They have no one either.”
A week later, I sat with the nursing home director.
“Half of it goes to the residents,” I said. “Outings. Better meals. Whatever Margaret tells you they need.”
She nodded, smiling softly.
I paid off my mother’s medical bills that month. For the first time in years, I slept without counting.
“She taught me how to stay.”
Every Saturday, I drove out to the home. Margaret always saved me a seat by the window, in Rosie’s old chair.
One afternoon I brought a small bunch of tulips and laid them across the seat of the chair.
Margaret watched me without speaking, her knitting needles still in her lap.