Not the quiet, dignified tears of a man who is sad. The ugly, heaving sobs of a man whose heart had been ripped out of his chest and stomped on.
I had heard other people talk about heartbreaks. I had watched movies where actors clutched their chests and fell to their knees in agony. I had read books where characters described the pain of betrayal in beautiful, poetic words.
But nothing — nothing — had prepared me for this.
This was not poetic. This was not beautiful. This was raw and ugly and suffocating.
I had never experienced heartbreak firsthand. Not even as a single man. I had always been careful with my heart, guarding it like a precious treasure, never letting anyone close enough to hurt me.
But I had let her close. I had given her everything. And she had taken it all and thrown it away like garbage.
The idea of making a decision had to wait.
I could not think about the future. I could not think about Inemesit. I could not think about anything except the pain that was threatening to swallow me whole.
I had a heart to heal first.
And somehow — somehow — I did not want to let Inemesit in on this one. I did not want her to see me like this — broken, weeping, weak. I did not want to look like a weakling in her eyes. I did not want her to think that I was less of a man because I was hurting.
I needed to deal with this alone.
So I sat in the darkness, and I cried, and I waited for the pain to become something I could carry.
It did not.
Not that night.
And certainly not for a long time.
Ladies and gentlemen,
I asked the question.
I got my answer.
And now…
Now I am sitting in the dark, wondering how to put the pieces of my heart back together.
🔥💖OGA I WAN KNACK💖 – EPISODE THIRTEEN – THE QUESTION THAT BROKE EVERYTHING 💖🔥