Then she asked:
“Am I good?”
I pulled her onto my lap.
“Ruby, you don’t have to earn food. You don’t have to earn hugs. You don’t have to earn a bed, a night-light, or someone keeping you safe. Those things belong to you because you’re a child.”
“Even if I make mistakes?”
“Especially then.”
That night, I made beef stew again.
The same recipe.
Potatoes.
Carrots.
Rice.
Ruby climbed into her chair and looked at the bowl.
For a second, I feared she would ask the old question again.
She didn’t.
She picked up her spoon, blew on the stew, and said:
“Tomorrow I want eggs and beans.”
I laughed before I could stop myself.
“Then tomorrow we’ll have eggs and beans.”
She ate the whole bowl.
When she finished, she wiped her mouth with her sleeve and looked at me.
“Uncle?”
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“I was actually hungry today.”
Then she smiled.
Not a big smile.
Not a miracle.
Just a small one.
But after everything she had survived, that small smile felt like the first light coming through a locked door.
