“I begged God not to let me die while still married to a man who ignored the phone,” she said softly. “He listened. Don’t test what I’m willing to do with the time I have left.”
Something twisted inside my stomach.
For the first time, I understood this wasn’t a fight.
It was a funeral.
And I was the one being buried.
I grabbed the pen, but my hand wouldn’t move.
Signing felt impossible.
Not because I loved Irma. I had already proven what my love was worth.
Signing felt impossible because it meant admitting there could be a world where she existed without asking my permission first.
“You’ll regret this,” I whispered.
Irma’s eyes sharpened.
“No,” she said. “I already did.”
So I signed.
Every signature felt like skin being peeled from my body.
Temporary transfer of the main house.
Restrictions on business withdrawals.
Agreement to vacate the marital property.
Preliminary separation terms.
No contact except through attorneys.
By the end, my own signature barely looked like mine anymore.
The lawyer gathered the papers neatly.
Mauricio opened the door.
I stood there waiting for someone to soften.
Waiting for Irma to cry.
Waiting for her to say my name the way she had when we were twenty-eight and terrified and still believed love alone could build a future.
Instead, she closed her eyes.
“You can go now,” she said.
I walked out of the hospital with my cheek burning, my signature still wet on the page, and my whole life suddenly too bright around me.
Outside, the morning was cruelly normal.
People bought coffee.
Cars honked.
A woman laughed into her phone near the entrance.
Somewhere nearby, a child ran across the sidewalk holding a balloon, and for one absurd second I hated the world for continuing while mine collapsed.
I called Valeria first.
Of course I did.
Not my lawyer.
Not my office.
Not even the bank.
Valeria.
The phone rang six times before going to voicemail.
I called again.
Nothing.
I texted:
Emergency. Call me.
A minute passed.
Then two.
Then the message turned blue.
Read.
No reply.
Something sharp moved behind my ribs, but I refused to call it fear.
Fear belonged to men who had lost control.
I wasn’t one of them.
Not yet.
I climbed into a taxi and gave the driver the address of the house.
Not home.
I noticed the difference immediately.
For twenty-one years, it had been home because Irma was inside it.
Now, before I had even arrived, it had already become the house.
The driver glanced at me in the mirror, probably because I was still wearing the same expensive shirt from the trip, wrinkled now, smelling faintly of airplane air and expensive perfume.
I turned my face toward the window so he wouldn’t see the slap mark.
When we turned onto my street, I sat up straight.
Two cars waited outside the gate.
One belonged to Mauricio.
The other belonged to a locksmith.
I stepped out before the taxi fully stopped.
“What the hell is this?” I shouted.
The locksmith looked startled.
Mauricio didn’t.
He stood beside the gate with a folder tucked under one arm, jaw hard as stone. Beside him stood Doña Teresa, our neighbor—the woman who had called Mauricio when Irma collapsed. She held a plastic bag of flowers in one hand, and when she saw me, her mouth tightened with disgust.
I ignored her.
“This is my house,” I snapped.
Mauricio pulled a paper from the folder and handed it to me.
“Temporary occupancy order. You signed it.”
