She turned toward me slowly, her face draining of color.
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The baby wasn’t in her arms.
Instead, wrapped in the blue blanket… she was holding a porcelain doll.
My daughter’s doll.
I recognized it instantly—the painted eyelashes, the small crack near its hand, the yellow ribbon I had tied around its neck years ago.
I had packed it away after my daughter died. Hidden it in the attic of the guest house, unable to throw it away, unable to keep it near.
Now the boxes were open.
Photo albums lay scattered on the bed. Storybooks were stacked nearby. Tiny knitted socks rested beside her.
My heart lurched.
“Where is the baby?”
She pointed immediately.
“There—he’s right there.”
Eli was sleeping in a dresser drawer she had carefully pulled out and padded with towels and blankets. It looked improvised—but safe.
“He wouldn’t settle,” she explained quickly. “I was afraid I’d fall asleep with him in bed. I’ve seen people do this before… I stayed right next to him, I swear.”
I raised a hand, stopping her.
“Why are those boxes open?”
Tears filled her eyes.
“I’m so sorry. It got cold last night, and there was only one blanket. I went up to find another, and one of the boxes broke open… and then I saw the photos… I should have stopped…”
“You went through my things.”
“Yes.”
She looked like she expected me to throw her out.
I should have been furious.
But I wasn’t.
I couldn’t stop looking at the doll.
She wasn’t holding it carelessly. She held it with care—like she understood it wasn’t just an object.
