I was struggling to get by when my dying neighbor offered me a deal: take care of her, and in return, she’d leave everything to me. I agreed, but at her will reading, I got nothing! I thought she’d tricked me, but the next day, her lawyer gave me something that made my knees give out.
I sat in a lawyer’s office across from Mrs. Rhode’s niece. Every few seconds, she looked at me the way people look at gum stuck to a shoe.
The lawyer cleared his throat, opened a folder, and started reading in a flat voice. “The residence on Willow Street will be donated to Saint Matthew’s Outreach Charity.”
I blinked. “What?”
He did not look up. “Personal savings are to be distributed between Saint Matthew’s Church and several charitable organizations. To my niece, I leave my jewelry collection.”
I sat in a lawyer’s office.
I sat still, waiting for my name. Mrs. Rhode had promised I’d get everything if I looked after her for the last years of her life!
The lawyer turned one page, then closed the folder. “That concludes the reading.”
I stared at him. “That’s it? But she promised me…”
A thought hit me so hard it made my stomach drop. Did Mrs. Rhode lie to me?
I stood and hurried out of there before either of them could see me cry.
Did Mrs. Rhode lie to me?
By the time I got back to my rental, my chest hurt.
I went inside, shut the door, and fell across the bed without taking off my boots.
At first, all I felt was anger, then humiliation, then that ugly, familiar feeling of being the idiot in a story everyone else understood before I did.
But under all of that was something worse.
Grief. Because somewhere along the way, I had started to believe I mattered to Mrs. Rhode as much as she mattered to me.
Under all of that was something worse.
I grew up in foster care, so maybe I should have known better.
My mother abandoned me right after I was born, and my father was rotting in prison.
I learned early that adults could say anything and mean nothing. I learned how to pack fast, how to keep my important stuff in one place, and how not to cry in front of strangers if I could help it.
When I aged out, I left with two trash bags full of clothes and no plan.
I ended up in that town because rent was low and nobody asked questions.
Maybe I should have known better.
I worked a couple of bad jobs for worse bosses so I could keep my head above water.
Then I got a job at Joe’s Diner. I liked it right away.
Joe hired me because one of his waitresses quit in the middle of a breakfast rush, and I happened to walk in asking if he needed help.
He looked me up and down and said, “You ever carried three plates at once?”
I said, “No.”
He shrugged. “You got ten minutes to learn.”
Then I got a job at Joe’s Diner.
That was Joe — blunt, mean-looking, built like a fridge, and somehow one of the more decent people I had ever met.
At the end of long shifts, he’d shove a burger and fries at me and say, “Eat before you pass out and make extra paperwork for me.”
Sometimes after closing, I stayed and helped wipe down counters while he complained about suppliers, food costs, broken freezers, and people who ordered eggs “medium-medium-well.”
Mrs. Rhode came in every Tuesday and Thursday morning at eight sharp.
Sometimes after closing, I stayed and helped wipe down counters.
The first time I waited on her, she squinted at my nametag.
“James,” she said. “You look tired enough to collapse into my waffle.”
“Long week.”
She snorted. “Try being 85.”
That was our introduction.
After that, she always asked for me.
“You look tired enough to collapse into my waffle.”
“You ever smile, son?” she asked once.
“Sometimes.”
“I doubt it.”
Another morning, she said, “Your hair looks worse every time I see you.”
“Good morning to you, too.”
“Hm. Better. You sound almost alive today.”
She was difficult in a way that felt almost playful once you got used to her. I never saw her be sweet, but she paid attention. That counts for more than people think.
“You ever smile, son?”
One afternoon, I was carrying a couple of grocery bags home when she called to me from behind her fence.
“You live nearby, James?”
I stopped. “Couple houses down.”
She looked me over. “Hmm. You want to make some decent money, son?”
I stopped dead. “Doing what?”
She opened her front door and beckoned to me. “Come help me. We’ll agree on a price. I’ll explain everything over some tea.”
She called to me from behind her fence.
Inside, she poured me tea that tasted like boiled weeds and got straight to it.
“I’m dying,” she said.
I choked on my tea.
“Oh, don’t be so dramatic! I’m 85, not 12. The doctor says maybe a few years, maybe less. I need help. Groceries, medication, rides, small repairs. I don’t have anybody reliable.”
“And in return?”
She watched me for a second. “When I’m gone, what’s mine becomes yours. I’ll leave everything to you.”
I choked on my tea.
“Are you for real, Mrs. Rhode? You barely know me.”
“I know enough.”
It sounded crazy. It probably was. But I needed the money, and something in me wanted to believe her.
So I held out my hand and said, “Deal.”
At first, it was exactly what she said it would be. I drove her to doctor’s appointments, picked up groceries, and sorted her pills into plastic containers labeled by day.
I fixed a cabinet hinge, cleaned out a gutter, changed lightbulbs, and took out trash.
She complained through all of it.
I held out my hand and said, “Deal.”
“You’re late.”
“It’s been four minutes.”
“Still late.”
I would tell her she was impossible, and she’d say, “Yet you keep coming back.”
Slowly, without either of us saying it, things changed.
She started asking me to stay for dinner. Her cooking was terrible, but she acted offended if I noticed.
Slowly, without either of us saying it, things changed.
Once she made meatloaf so dry I drank three glasses of water trying to get it down.
“This is awful,” I told her.
She pointed her fork at me. “Then die hungry.”
We watched game shows together in the evenings sometimes. She yelled at contestants like they could hear her.
She told me about her life, and I started telling her things I didn’t usually tell anybody: about foster homes, learning not to get attached, and never really planning past the next rent payment because it felt dangerous to count on anything more.
She yelled at contestants like they could hear her.
One night, she muted the TV and looked at me hard.
“You only ever think about surviving the next month, James. Don’t you have dreams?”
I shrugged. “I think I’d like to keep going at the diner. Maybe earn a promotion.”
“Well, I guess that’s something,” she replied.
That winter, she gave me a pair of green knitted socks so ugly I didn’t know whether to be thankful or offended.
“I made these for you,” she said, shoving them at my chest. “So your feet don’t freeze.”
“Don’t you have dreams?”
At the diner, Joe noticed me bolting out after shifts and started giving me grief.
“You got yourself a girlfriend now?” he asked one afternoon.
“I’m helping Mrs. Rhode.”
He nearly dropped a coffee pot laughing. “That tough old bird? Helping her with what?”
I told him the whole arrangement.
At the end of it, he nodded and said, “Well. That’s weird as heck. But she likes you. That’s not nothing.”
I shrugged like I didn’t care, but I thought about that all day. I had no idea what having family was like, but I imagined it was a little something like the relationship I had with Mrs. Rhode.
